Hey all, it's Austin :)

[sahasrahla]

i don't care enough to argue with you

but take it from an impassive third party. you are a bitch

[Joice]

i don't care enough to argue with you

but take it from an impassive third party. you are a bitch

oh okay

[sassypants]

okay i was leaning towards kyle after what he said earlier but this tears it

joice quit being a bitch

She isn't doing anything, if anything it's me apparently.

If only you knew what Kyle did / is doing to her. I won't say anything else about it because it really isn't my business to bring that up.

[sassypants]

Kyle just thinks me and Joice are both out to get him, when that isn't the case. We just want him to stop obsessing over her and leave her alone. All you ever hear him do is cry and complain about it when no one even cares to hear it. Even she doesn't, she is sick of it, which is why we have asked him a thousand times to please try and stop thinking about her / posting stuff about her / obsessing over her / stalking her, anything else you can think of.

I mean, he is even stalking her TUMBLR, thinking some things she reposts is all about him. It's a joke.

Then he is always going on and on how they're going to be friends one day and getting drunk together, and his fantasy land is the most annoying thing in the world. We try to ignore him, but when he's constantly sending her messages and having his live journal feeds flood her live journal, it's hard to.

I really do just want to quit the bickering all together, it's not needed. Even though he said he would stop yesterday, it's clear that was just a lie. As usual. He has told us he'd leave us alone... at least 20 times. Sigh. Kyle, we want to stop the bickering, I'll stop posting here, just please leave us alone. Think about pudding or something else instead of Joice. We really just want to be left alone and we want to give our relationship a go. Stalking her and obsessing over her won't get her back. Maybe you should try the things I've suggested before trying again.

[trying to haha]

see none of this would ever have happened if tumblr wasn't created

[sassypants]

see none of this would ever have happened if tumblr wasn't created

Take. That. Back. 

[Investa]

She isn't doing anything, if anything it's me apparently.

If only you knew what Kyle did / is doing to her. I won't say anything else about it because it really isn't my business to bring that up.

You know, I'm really tired of being treated as if I am some kind of monster. I told you, and will continue to tell you, yes I made mistakes. I made terrible mistakes. I did stupid things. I continue to do stupid things and I probably will do stupid things in the future, but that doesn't make me a bad person. Stop trying to define me by the poor decisions I've made in my life.

The things I did to Joice during our relationship, as horrible as they were, is something that she has said she has forgiven me for. Now, while I don't think she has truly forgiven me, that's something she needs to deal with herself on a personal level. As for me? I struggle enough as it is to forgive myself for the things I did during that time, but I have to try, or I'll never be able to live again. I have to remember the good things I did for her, of which there was a lot. There was a lot of good in that relationship. She may be too bitter to tell you anything but the negatives now, but trust me, it wasn't all as bad as it's been made out to be.

As for what I continue to "do to her", all I've done is cried about it. I haven't done what some ex boyfriends would do. I haven't bombarded her with love notes, I haven't sent her random shit in the mail like flowers and chocolates, I haven't truly stalked her (it's the fucking internet). All I've done that has been so wrong, has been letting her read my personal journal entries where I say I wish I could have another chance with her. She gets offended by this, because apparently the simple thought of being with me again makes her projectile vomit. Yes, I could make the entries only readable by me, but what does that say about her when she can't keep her nose out of my business?

I will NOT let you two bring me down. I will not. You two are vindictive, mean people. You hold grudges and seem to have just as much trouble getting over shit as I do. Except you know what I can do that neither of you can? I can forgive.

This is the last thing I'm saying on this topic. You can prance around Outsid all you'd like Austin, but I'm not associating with you further than this.

By the way, my liveJournal wouldn't give live updates to her unless she had me listed as a friend, which she doesn't. She voluntarily goes to my site specifically, each and every time. I am pretty sure of this.

Anyway, I want to stop the bickering too, but I will not stand by and let my name be dragged through the mud. That's why I've been so active today, despite my video I gave to her yesterday. It wasn't a lie, I just had to defend myself here, again. Nevertheless, I have no problems leaving the two of you alone, if you'll just grant me the same peace.

[sassypants]

I am not trying to call you a monster.

All I am trying to say, and what we have been saying, is she isn't coming back. You understand that when we tell you, and maybe even a day after that. But then, out of nowhere, you come up with some ridiculous belief that "Oh, Joice is just going through a phase" or "We'll be friends again one day" or "We'll be getting drunk and partying one day." Hey, Kyle, why on Earth would she ever want to go back to Georgia? There is no reason, or point. And if you think that you'll come to visit us, then just wow.

[Investa]

I am not trying to call you a monster.

All I am trying to say, and what we have been saying, is she isn't coming back. You understand that when we tell you, and maybe even a day after that. But then, out of nowhere, you come up with some ridiculous belief that "Oh, Joice is just going through a phase" or "We'll be friends again one day" or "We'll be getting drunk and partying one day." Hey, Kyle, why on Earth would she ever want to go back to Georgia? There is no reason, or point. And if you think that you'll come to visit us, then just wow.

Not to bring up a sore subject, but why is it that her and I can't be friends again in the future?

[Soup]

What the hell.

You can prance around Outsid all you'd like Austin

NOPE



Also, what the hell, Slim. Do something more constructive with your time.

[Slim]

Also, what the hell, Slim. Do something more constructive with your time.

Hmm? When someone registers an account, I validate them. If they want to have their little drama, that's up to them; I don't really care either way. Other people seem to be interested in this whole argument, though, so I let it play out. I take it that's not what you would have done?
and, uh, does going to the gym count as constructive? because i did that today.